life.

wow. life. crazy. yet somewhat mellow. sometimes i'm not so sure which one i like better.
in the moment, "crazy" is so overwhelming. i can't breathe and don't know what to think or even feel. or maybe i'm just feeling it all at once. whereas, "mellow" can be so blaize, so "blah/meh." i SO want to feel something, and hate that i'm like a rock, unfeeling, uncaring, seemingly just converting oxygen to carbon dioxide.
so, that's where i am right now, balancing between the two. still deciding which one i like better, yet still craving more, but not making the effort to change it. or allowing it to be changed. wow.

and i wasn't even going to post anything today. i was just putting it all down...

more pics...

there were obviously not enough pictures on the last post, so here are a few more randomly, yet carefully chosen snapshots...

finally...

it's me. i'm finally blogging again, and it feels really good.
as many of you know, this huge gap in my posting was mainly caused by a month long promo tour across western Canada. and what an amazing trip it was! i finally got to see the other side of this fair nation i call home, including those spectacular mountains known as the Rockies. amazing people were met (nope, i didn't meet good ol' Wayne Rostad...he must've been "On the Road Again"...lol) and some discovered through hours together in a cramped van for copious hours at a time. good and hard times were experienced. growth took place as a result. three words: GOD IS GOOD. can i get an "amen?"
i'm not going to get into a huge update, talking about the past and all. i'll save that for the update email letter i will be sending out soon. i will, however, take this opportunity to share some photos. they say that a picture says a thousand words...and wouldn't you rather see colorful pictures in lieu of boring black and white words? i know that i would. so, view on. and keep posted for new blogs that will keep you up on how i'm doing now, not just then...